8 weeks

and so it begins.

 i threw up for the first time today.

just like before.. 

i have zero appetite. 

feel like i am going to pass out and die when i see any sort of food commercial on tv.

feel hungry, take a bite, and change my mind.

already lost 3 pounds.

spend way too much time in my pj's laying on the couch.. or in bed.. or on the floor.. or next to the toilet.

really want fruity things - well that was until i threw up my peaches...

now i want nothing.
the zits are coming by the dozens.

i question if this is worth it..

and of course, i have the most supportive and reassuring husband.

unlike before...

i have started to have frequent headaches..

bad ones.. like can't look at the light, throbbing, my head is going to explode, 

please calvin stop yelling or playing with your loud toys..

i don't have nursing school with it's accompanying clincals, labs, and homework hanging over my head. 

i get to watch my sweet baby cal run and play in the rain and remind me that it is worth it.