7.31.2012

ever have those reality checks that smash you in the face, and humble down to the size of a bug?
well, last night was one of those for me as i heard a first time mother describe the severe complications she is having with her pregnancy. she is six months along and has no idea if her baby will be able to live outside of her, let alone to full term. she went on to say how she hated people feeling sorry for her.. i was speechless. i didn't know how to respond.
she was so nonchalant and poised about it.. while i got quiet and tried to avoid the topic..... i felt terrible, and all i wanted to do was hug on and love onto my little man - grateful for his hyper healthy body.
looking back, i should have encouraged her and told her how strong she is. i did tell her to call me if she needs anything, but i don't know if she understood how sincere i was about it. i wish i was more thoughtful and able to come up with ways to help her without her asking.