skies = gray

kylie made this cute print for baby c's nursery. i love it.

the skies were gray around here today.

i love summer thunder storms.

big alligator tear rain drops are my fav.

puddle jumping = smiles.
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i had my weekly midwives appointment today.

i was really excited to go.

i have been having lots more contractions lately,

and life has gotten pretty darn uncomfortable..

i thought those were signs that we were getting close.

  i was hoping/expecting she'd say, 'yep, he's almost here!'

but instead we talked about what would happen if i made it to 41 weeks.

41 weeks = no bueno.
that's 7 more sleepless nights, and 7 more sweaty days.

my midwife was optimistic, and told me not to worry.

'things can change overnight'

i couldn't help but be a little bummed.

i know he'll come when he's ready.

it doesn't matter that there's an empty play pen next to my bed,

or that all the bottles are sanitized and organized.

i need to be more patient,

and find more ways to nest,

or i might go bonkers in these last few weeks.